Warrior's part 4

Broken star; the leader of another clan spoke at the clan meeting, and made some very hefty demands.

Only 3 of the clans out of 4 of them arrived the meeting, and there is rumor that Broken stars clan wiped them out.

So with Shadow Clan (Broken stars clan) already under scrutiny, his demand and claims become even more essentric.

He wants ThunderClan and River clan to give up hunting territory.

Brokenstar claims that because his clan is stronger to the cold he lost less kits during winter, and as such has more mouths to feed, he offered protection as part of his negotiation.

River clan agreed to his offering, so ThunderClan is preparing for war now.

They suspect windclan was wiped out by ShadowClan and they are preparing to be attacked themselves after the bold demands being made of them to give up huntin grounds.

Basically ShadowClan's demand are just instigating.

I've been in situations where I know what will happen.

Based on how someone is emotionally.

Sometimes you can predict what people will react based on their personality and past behavior.

So my example that I take from this chapter in my own life is when I asked my boss if I could get out early because I had covered an entire shift just the other day, and I knew he would probably say yes, but I also knee that he would not be keen on the idea.

Some things are predictable some things aren't.

I was surprised River clan actually decided to share hunting ground.

That caught me off guard.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be caught off guard by things I don't expect.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to only be prepared and able to navigate what I expect to happen.

I forgive myself for accepting  and allowing myself to only be comfortable with what I am prepared for as what I feel control over.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to react with despair when something catches me off guard.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to need to control situations in my mind.

I commit myself to stop, breathe, when and as I see myself being caught off guard, as I realize myself as always going to find unexpected  situations and circumstances, and that in my breathing through these moments can insure my stability and calmness.